Today is my friend Crissy’s birthday. She would have been 36 and every year on her birthday I wish she were here. This is a sad post…if you haven’t gathered that yet but there is a postive message to it. She chose the day she ended her life and I hate that day…alot so I remember her birthday instead and reflect on my life and her.
She was a lovely person with a great heart and sad eyes. She was my best friend and I would like to think that she would have been always. My life changed when she died and I chose to escape the confines of a town that held memories and no place for hope…as I saw it.
So here I am. I lived. I am living and grateful to her for her friendship and also in a wierd kind of twisted way…inspiring me to dare to dream of something more for myself. Crissy will always live in my mind and I will never forget her. Remember to tell those you love that they are loved .
